I think I am a sex addict. I watch way too much porn, and the more i watch, the more raunchy or kinky stuff i want to see. I have no desire to see anything with minors, but i do like seeing sex between men of big age differences. I've known i was gay since i was 18 years old, and have been in a relationship most of that time, but have always had sex outside the relationship occasionally. Theses days, I am hunting for it daily. I sometimes think i would rather be sucking dick or fucking or getting fucked more than anything else. It's all i can think about. I went to a sex party last week where there were about 30 men there. I must have sucked at leasted 15 cocks, had 6 cum on my face or in my mouth, and had at least 6 guys suck my cock, but i didn't let any of them make me cum, because i wasn't done sucking others. It is a weekly party. It took a lot of fucking willpower to not go back today.