Straight Female / 46
I thought I had submitted something a few minutes ago but I guess It did not take.
I explained how badly my husband was used and abused by his family and myself as well as the Navy. I had many hopes for our future together when we were married, but the way things worked out, after reading what I wrote in my journals. I now know that the way things were done just turned my gentle ben husband into a mean, vengeful, tyrant.
He always tried to get along with me, but eventually I destroyed anything resembling trust for my own and everyone else's convenence and pleasure. He worked his tail off in the navy just to be treated like dirt. Then he got out and went back to his civilian job just to be treated the same way. In the thirty three years we have known each other in dating and marriage I had only seen him take eight days off from working until he developed MRSA in his spine and lost the feeling in his legs three years ago.
I was just as guilty as everyone else in forcing him to make his life a life of servitude, his father always said that the only way he would do anything was for his own benefit. It seems that is what everyone including me wanted to. I had more than a few affairs starting while he was in the navy. and the final one he found out about four and a half months ago. This one ended with people being bad hurt after the man I was with thought it would be fun to humiliate a crippled man. He got a broken jaw, concussion, several broken ribs, and teeth, as well as his wife being told. My husband had me checked for STDs then demanded I give him what was his by right of being married to him. I refused and was raped for it. Then three weeks ago after he had been in the hospital and rehab. from open heart surgery he announced we were leaving the state. We moved out to a very isolated area, in fact there is a town called recluse about a 150 miles away. There are only people an average of every few dozen miles out here.
I have come along, but I was raised within sight of NYC. This place is majestic in scope and beauty but it is lonely. My sister says I deserved everything that I am getting, but I did think it was for every ones good at the time. My husband is not done with his revenge yet, my sister came along to help and she wanted to see this area. She is getting afraid of the storms like Sandy on the coast so she wants to get away. and bring my mother along. My sister slept with my husband and made sure I knew.
I guess I don't have a leg to stand on in this regard.
My mother is out here now. She also says that you reap what you sow. My father in law is in trouble with mother in law and sister in law about the way he manipulated things.
There is one thing nice here, though and that is a hot spring on the property that is deep and clear and is nice to soak in. There is also a near unlimited supply of good tasting clear water and hot water in the home. It has antelope , buffalo. deer, and I thought I heard some wolves the other night. I miss the city life already, I think I should put a habit on, it feels like a cloisterd monistary . My mother and sister both like it however and are looking at property.
I think that my husband isn't done yet.
I explained how badly my husband was used and abused by his family and myself as well as the Navy. I had many hopes for our future together when we were married, but the way things worked out, after reading what I wrote in my journals. I now know that the way things were done just turned my gentle ben husband into a mean, vengeful, tyrant.
He always tried to get along with me, but eventually I destroyed anything resembling trust for my own and everyone else's convenence and pleasure. He worked his tail off in the navy just to be treated like dirt. Then he got out and went back to his civilian job just to be treated the same way. In the thirty three years we have known each other in dating and marriage I had only seen him take eight days off from working until he developed MRSA in his spine and lost the feeling in his legs three years ago.
I was just as guilty as everyone else in forcing him to make his life a life of servitude, his father always said that the only way he would do anything was for his own benefit. It seems that is what everyone including me wanted to. I had more than a few affairs starting while he was in the navy. and the final one he found out about four and a half months ago. This one ended with people being bad hurt after the man I was with thought it would be fun to humiliate a crippled man. He got a broken jaw, concussion, several broken ribs, and teeth, as well as his wife being told. My husband had me checked for STDs then demanded I give him what was his by right of being married to him. I refused and was raped for it. Then three weeks ago after he had been in the hospital and rehab. from open heart surgery he announced we were leaving the state. We moved out to a very isolated area, in fact there is a town called recluse about a 150 miles away. There are only people an average of every few dozen miles out here.
I have come along, but I was raised within sight of NYC. This place is majestic in scope and beauty but it is lonely. My sister says I deserved everything that I am getting, but I did think it was for every ones good at the time. My husband is not done with his revenge yet, my sister came along to help and she wanted to see this area. She is getting afraid of the storms like Sandy on the coast so she wants to get away. and bring my mother along. My sister slept with my husband and made sure I knew.
I guess I don't have a leg to stand on in this regard.
My mother is out here now. She also says that you reap what you sow. My father in law is in trouble with mother in law and sister in law about the way he manipulated things.
There is one thing nice here, though and that is a hot spring on the property that is deep and clear and is nice to soak in. There is also a near unlimited supply of good tasting clear water and hot water in the home. It has antelope , buffalo. deer, and I thought I heard some wolves the other night. I miss the city life already, I think I should put a habit on, it feels like a cloisterd monistary . My mother and sister both like it however and are looking at property.
I think that my husband isn't done yet.
