So as of late my girlfriend and I have been having a really rough time. We have broken up twice and got back together after days but I still told her that I loved her and I do! I told her whatever would make her happiest I would do my best to make happen. So last Wednesday was our 3 and a half year anniversary and I planned to take her out to dinner after we got out of class. So 3:00 rolls around and I speed back to our apartment and she is there waiting for me with another guy (A mutual friend of ours who I am honestly not too big a fan of).. So yeah needless to say I was very confused and kind of nervous and suspicious. I ask her what's up and why is he here and she just starts questioning me and asking me if I really do love her and saying that she needs me to prove it. She brings up again that I said I'd do anything to make her happy and that she wants to see me pleasure this guy. My heart literally sank to the floor and I didn't know what to do. I immediately detested the idea and was pretty clear that I wanted him to go but she threatened me with leaving for good if I didn't so eventually after what seem like hours of arguing I gave in.. He stood up pulled his dick out and honestly I was scared. Dude wasn't the biggest but I am not one for bi fantasy stuff and it made my stomach turn. Of course being the chump I am I said I was ready and she helped as he put it my mouth. It was just about the worst thing I can imagine it made me feel horrible and I almost wanted to cry. After about ten minutes or so she starts sucking him off while I just sat there like an idiot feeling totally defeated. Another five or so minutes pass and she holds his dick over me while cums on my face and chest and she just smiles at me like it was so much fun. Dude pats me on the back and gets dressed and just leaves. We didn't go out to dinner we did nothing.. So now five days later she randomly brings up the nightmare again and says she is so sorry and she has no idea what she was thinking and she feels so bad and blah blah. Idek what to say or do. What happened erased all feeling I had for her immediately and I just want her to go. Does she deserve a chance?? Because I really do not think so.