Bi-Sexual Female / 32
My husband is an amazing man, let's call him.....Mark. I am so in love with him. We get along, we laugh, we joke, we just hang out with each other, even after being together for 10 years, we are still in love. Our sex life is great. We find new and exciting places to have sex. We are always trying different positions, and we have that firey, throw me against the wall, rip my clothes off while we pant heavily, hands exploring, hard, passionate, sex. The problem is, we are apart a lot. We don't have sex as often as I would like and, I will be honest, sometimes as good as the sex is, I get a bit bored with having sex with the same person all the time.
Lately I have been thinking about my ex. It makes me feel horrible how much I think about him. Well, it really isn't HIM I am thinking about, it's the sex, it's his cock. Let's call the ex.....Jack. Jack and I did not have the perfect relationship Mark and I have. Sure we had good times, but we had bad times. I really do not want that part back at all. But I really want to just fuck him. No strings, free pass.
Mark has a nice cock. It suits me just fine, for the most part. Sometimes when Mark is fucking me I can't help but imagine what it would feel like if it was Jack instead. While Mark's cock is nothing to complain about at all, Jack's cock was just really something special. I think about how it really filled me. How hard it would get, and I would feel that big, thick, strong, hard cock inside of me and how that feeling just made me ride him harder. I loved being on top, riding his cock. I loved how it felt to slide up and down on it. I think about this one time, we drove out to this secluded spot near the water and parked. We had sex in the front passenger seat. We leaned the seat back and I faced backwards with him behind me. It was amazing. I remember the feeling of him entering me, how his dick felt inside of me. It was a great angle.
My fantasies turn into me thinking about ways I could make this happen. Even just one more time. I think about talking to Mark about having an arrangement. Something where he and I get a free pass to just have sex, as long as we can be sure that that is all it is. That we never tell each other about it, really never even speak of the arrangement again once we agree upon it, and that no one can ever find out. I know Jack, and I know he is capable of having a no strings attached fuck fest with me. I would never act on anything, without Mark's approval, but I keep trying to find ways to bring up the fact that I want to have sex with....other people (Jack).
I am so tired right now, but this felt great to get off my chest. Perhaps I will come back again and just write out some of my fantasies.
Lately I have been thinking about my ex. It makes me feel horrible how much I think about him. Well, it really isn't HIM I am thinking about, it's the sex, it's his cock. Let's call the ex.....Jack. Jack and I did not have the perfect relationship Mark and I have. Sure we had good times, but we had bad times. I really do not want that part back at all. But I really want to just fuck him. No strings, free pass.
Mark has a nice cock. It suits me just fine, for the most part. Sometimes when Mark is fucking me I can't help but imagine what it would feel like if it was Jack instead. While Mark's cock is nothing to complain about at all, Jack's cock was just really something special. I think about how it really filled me. How hard it would get, and I would feel that big, thick, strong, hard cock inside of me and how that feeling just made me ride him harder. I loved being on top, riding his cock. I loved how it felt to slide up and down on it. I think about this one time, we drove out to this secluded spot near the water and parked. We had sex in the front passenger seat. We leaned the seat back and I faced backwards with him behind me. It was amazing. I remember the feeling of him entering me, how his dick felt inside of me. It was a great angle.
My fantasies turn into me thinking about ways I could make this happen. Even just one more time. I think about talking to Mark about having an arrangement. Something where he and I get a free pass to just have sex, as long as we can be sure that that is all it is. That we never tell each other about it, really never even speak of the arrangement again once we agree upon it, and that no one can ever find out. I know Jack, and I know he is capable of having a no strings attached fuck fest with me. I would never act on anything, without Mark's approval, but I keep trying to find ways to bring up the fact that I want to have sex with....other people (Jack).
I am so tired right now, but this felt great to get off my chest. Perhaps I will come back again and just write out some of my fantasies.
