Soooo here it goes! I m actually 20 years old with no experience whatsoever! I ve always been shy, and escaping everyone who tries to get close to me! I remember that one time i was confessed to i began crying and rejected him immediatly! Yea i was scared! I never even kissed someone, if i see a shirtless guy i go all weird and awkward, and cos i m soo scared of guys i don t give them a nice aura, i think whenever they see me treating them maybe coldly they won t talk to me! I have no problems with talking to a guy as a friend but it gets scary when i feel it s getting beyond that so i get away! No i m not lesbian i never felt any attraction to any woman before, i had crushes on guys before but i was scared to do anything! Maybe someone here can give me an advice! I also rarely think of sex or whatever maybe i just want someone to love me and scared to go beyond that! And i ve always thought of my future as a hard working woman who gets her own money without any help and barely think of love! Does someone has an advice to give me here since y all are so experienced! Lol that was awkward... Idk i don t think it s a big problem cos i don t feel like needing anyone now in my life! Is it normal what i m thinking or what????????????????