I am a 30 year old man that has a wife and 3 kids, a successful career, and an active member of our community church. Here is my issue: I secretly love to suck dick and have cum all over my face or in my mouth to swallow. I post ads on craigslist and meet random guys who I suck, get fucked by, and then eat a hot load of cum, right before going home and taking my kid to soccer, where I blow one of the dads there every practice.

I have often thought of telling my wife about my "desire to be with another man", and she herself has brought up the idea of having another man in the bedroom with us several times, but I don't know if I should.

I have just finished having 2 guys come over (from CL) and fuck me every way possible for 1 1/2 hours in our living room while I recorded it all, while my wife was out with the kids doing Christmas shopping. One asked if he could fuck me in front of my wife, and the thought has really aroused me, but scared me at the same time.

That's my confession, as I sit here with the cum from 2 random men sits on my face.