I don't think I can be a man in public much longer.

I love to wear stockings and pantyhose, high heel pumps, miniskirts, and all manner of things girly and womanly, and have for many years now. I also love taking a real man's cum in both holes. In short, I am a sissy bitch.

I am closeted though, and can't take it anymore. I am now at the point where I can't stay indoors, and have started venturing outside at night wearing a wig, black velvet top, black miniskirt, sheer-to-waist black pantyhose, and 3" Nine West kitten pumps. I went for a walk towards one of the local towny bars, then around some side streets and back home. And it felt wonderful, walking around in public dressed like a woman. Such a rush!

Deep down I wonder what this will ultimately do to me, but the urge to totally and publicly give up my manhood and the desire to be en femme forever is overpowering. I'm not sure I can resist it anymore, and I no longer want to.