A few years ago I had a casual gay frinedship. I was surprised by this because I had never felt any attraction towards other guys, and I was even more surprised by how easy and enjoyable it was. He was my age and single too, and we had started to become friends. It wasn't like we immediately bonded, but there was this interesting chemistry between us. I guess you would call it a mutual attraction that was sort of enticingly suggestive. At first we were both a little unsure about this, yet it was quite appealing and nice, and we started to be encouraging of it. We managed to have a few affectionate moments which confirmed our interest, and then one afternoon at his place we became lovers. Like I said, it was so easy to do. We ended up naked in bed, and I had anal sex with him. I can hardly describe how good it felt to come in him as another guy. It was like I was hooked, and even more when a few days later he had sex with me.
We were quite discrete about it, but we quickly settled into being boyfriends and lovers, and it was quite beautiful. Our affair lasted for ten months before he moved away. We remained in a contact for a while, but them we drifted apart. Awkwardly, I tried on two occasions to have an affair with another guy, and both times it turned out terribly disappointing. My heart and interest just wasn't in it, and I had to realize that I was not gay. Still, I have some very good memories of that one time.