So here it goes all that I'm writting is true and this year I've noticed that its time to admit what's been going on.......so it started when I was 13 I had a friend in a grade older then me who always made gay jokes and his humor was rather off either way I never took him serious until....one day he had come over to hang out and it wasn't unusual any how this day was odd we were watching music videos for odd reason and he kept commenting on the women in the videos and he started to pretend like he was jacking off I thought nothing of it I was used to him by now and then he asked me " do you mind if I jack off,no not at alli replied so he reached in his pants I thought he was playingbut low and behold I had to ask " are you really gonna jack it??" " I thought you were playing" all he could reply was "playing with myself" he leaned into me and said " how does it feel to get head??" And basically I had gotten my penis in someones mouth as a dare I didn't tell him the full story so me getting clammy replied" wanna find out??" And I tried to laugh it off jokingly and outta nowhere he got so serious and looked me in the eyes and asked " please will you show me??" I just didn't know what to do I got quite and scooted away and finally he said" look I'm gonna pull my dick out for 1 minute ill cover my eyes so I don't see, if your my friend ill feel you suck it if not well....." I stoped him and said " well what your gonna tell everyonei sucked your dick??" He went on" no but ill keep my dick out till I'm finished jacking off, so are you gonna do this on our friendship, so he layed back and put a timer for 1 minute and covered his eyes, I found my self gazing as this dick I've never seen another one in my life so I was amazed and idk what drove me to this but I started to lean in and said " nobody better not find out" I stuck my tounge out far and literally put the tip of my tounge to his dick tip and he cringed all I heard was whispering "come on please just please do this" I did that again but I held my tounge there for 5 seconds eventually I built up the courage to wrap my lips around his penis and though I only gave him head for a minute he sat there rubbing his cock and I watched I even jumped in and jacked him off he came in a bottle lid, and left the room, what he doesn't know is I also dipped my tounge in there, anyhow months passed we lost contact after that akward encounter, the outta no where he text and asks if id ever play strip poker with him jokingly so back and fourth turned into a how bout we play 21 and who ever win gets a 20 second bj, well we agreed its settled will do it, so I went over I basically lost on purposly becuz at this point trying oral sex I wanted to taste his dick again, then I took the chance to win I got him to put my dick in his mouth well we got all worked up and somehow it came down to him pouring chocalate on his dick and me sucking it off, then I don't know how but he asked me " I wonder how it feels to get it in the butt why do girls like that??" " so my reply was "let's find out" since he said it he had to try first, so this is what I regret I had a chance to pop his cherry lol so here I am dick pressed against his as not knowing how to fuck well I stuck my middle finger in there at least, any how we reversed rolls and there he was dick to my butt in the same predicament , after that I left cumming my pants,,, weeks passed and we still did stuff eventually we 69ed and outta no where we just became text buddies it took some courage but I finally asked him " since you made me question my sexuality will you help me solve it by sticking your dick up my ass" he replied " ok I'm down to try" and basically he became distant he came over one day I was sick and tried I blew my. Load early though becuz I felt his tip go in, I didn't see him till I was 18 he asked if id be down to give him head directly so I figured why not, so I went over and got straight to business I sucked his dick till he came and boy was it a thick load I never felt another man cum and knowing that I made him cum was such a turn on I just feel bad becuz he broke outta his shell and wanted to try to suck my cock but my tip was full of precum from sucking him off, after that he cut me off and ......to be continued