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Anything Goes
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Bi-Sexual Female / 26
Cybersex is unfair, really, because it's so easy to treat it as a cyber act and to forget that behind the screen sits an actual human being. It's so easy to quit in the middle of it and think nothing of it. Oh, it's just a computer. One click, the "close" button, and the window is gone. Except that at the other end of the window there is a real person, real flesh, real hands working that dick. And you just left them all alone, because you can.
I do this all the time.
I love cyber sex. I love the thought of being anonymous, of writing my fantasies, of feeling juices drip between my thighs without even touching myself, of knowing an actual person is touching himself while talking to me, and that we are both giving each other directions and responding to them- we are fucking over god knows how many miles. It turns me on like hell.
I'm heated up, my panties are so wet, and he is in the middle of teasing around my clit with his tongue, not quite licking it yet. He wants to make me wait. He thinks he's being artistic at it. But it drags, for god's sake. And suddenly I'm bored. There always arrives that one moment where I'm out of it. Wtf, I wanna stop. And usually that moment comes when the man says something that completely puts me off. The moment he says, you're my sexy slut, it completely turns me off. I'm no one's slut, I don't wanna be. So maybe many women are turned on by this, but I'm not. I can't relate to it. I don't wanna beg you. I don't like it rough. I don't wanna be a naughty bitch. I don't, not even at the bottom of my subconscious, secretly want to be raped, like men like to believe. I like it gentle and loving. I like my body to be treated with respect, even if I am giving it to you. I want you to enjoy me while respecting me. I don't want to be degraded. I don't want to be tied down and blinded. I don't want to be whipped. Can you fuck me without calling me a dirty slut, for god's sake?? Can we be two people, two bodies, not a dominating man and a dominated woman?? I cannot fucking stand it.
So I close the window.
I leave him there, when he was thinking he was gonna "make me scream".
The internet is cruel, really.
I do this all the time.
I love cyber sex. I love the thought of being anonymous, of writing my fantasies, of feeling juices drip between my thighs without even touching myself, of knowing an actual person is touching himself while talking to me, and that we are both giving each other directions and responding to them- we are fucking over god knows how many miles. It turns me on like hell.
I'm heated up, my panties are so wet, and he is in the middle of teasing around my clit with his tongue, not quite licking it yet. He wants to make me wait. He thinks he's being artistic at it. But it drags, for god's sake. And suddenly I'm bored. There always arrives that one moment where I'm out of it. Wtf, I wanna stop. And usually that moment comes when the man says something that completely puts me off. The moment he says, you're my sexy slut, it completely turns me off. I'm no one's slut, I don't wanna be. So maybe many women are turned on by this, but I'm not. I can't relate to it. I don't wanna beg you. I don't like it rough. I don't wanna be a naughty bitch. I don't, not even at the bottom of my subconscious, secretly want to be raped, like men like to believe. I like it gentle and loving. I like my body to be treated with respect, even if I am giving it to you. I want you to enjoy me while respecting me. I don't want to be degraded. I don't want to be tied down and blinded. I don't want to be whipped. Can you fuck me without calling me a dirty slut, for god's sake?? Can we be two people, two bodies, not a dominating man and a dominated woman?? I cannot fucking stand it.
So I close the window.
I leave him there, when he was thinking he was gonna "make me scream".
The internet is cruel, really.
