When I was younger, I met another boy that I began having a romantic friendship with. I don't know how it started exactly, just that it was easy for the two of us to be close and we both liked that. It didn't feel gay. We were just friends. But it was nice wanting to be close, and we started kissing and making out, and soon we were indulging in mutual masturbation. It was so wonderful, the two of us laying naked together on the bed, kissing and feeling each other, enjoying the maleness of the moment. After a few weeks, we began having anal intercourse, and it was incredible sharing that level of intimacy with each other. Like I said, neither of us were gay, but with each other there was this very special and warm boy-love. Even today, looking back, I am surprised with myself for having done this, but I certainly have no regrets.