I have been doing a couple of drugs here and there for the last month and so, I don't think I'm an addict, yet. but I do crave them sometimes. Well, today was the first day I did meth. It was great, the best thing I've tried so far. I live with a very close-knit family and my mom is a nurse. I've been cancelling every single plans I've made with my mom, since I started using, knowing that somehow she'd know. Well today was the first time it really got to me, she hasn't replied to the text I sent. I'm just wondering what I'm doing to myself. I have a whole bag of drugs I snort, everything from morphine to meth and in-between again. My whole family has been an addict of some sort, or an alcoholic. I know that I'm getting to become an addict. I just don't know what to do about.