I have pretended for years in Beverly Ma even as I bartended at the Franco American Club in Beverly Ma ,to be a big tough masculine man ,even while wearing undser my pants a pair of panties and garterbelt and stockings ,I admit I would bra about what a big cock I had and great lover of women ,when in truth I was a real sissy submissive with a tiny 3 inch cock ,and only really wanted cocks to suck and to be fucked in my pantied ass with.I would make fun of gays and pick on much smaller men thinking it would make me look manly and scare them so they wouldnt dre start a fight with me ,I dated women to cover my wanting cocks to suck and wearing womens clothes ,I would just date them a few times and find a reason not to fuck them and break up with them ,so they wouldnt see my tiny cock or realize I couldnt get it up for a women ,I would go out after work ,and go to cities a few miles away and pick up guys to suck and be fucked by ,and tell all my friends I was out shooting darts ,lol,Then came the day I made the mistake of picking on this tiny guy to impree this girl I was with ,to again make myself look tough,My biggest mistake .This gut didnt back down ,and I tried every thing to get out of fighting with him ,But the girlk I was with didnt help ,saying kick the little sissies ass,But efore I could find away out of fighting ,This guy hit me right on my nose .and then in my left eye,as I almost went down stumbling all over the place ,Before I could get my balence ,he hit me again and down I went and from fear ,I wet the front of my pants ,to the horror then laughter of the girl I was with ,She bent down in my face and said whats going on tough guy ,you just got knocked down by a little guy and pissed your pants I tried to say something ,but the guy reached over and pulled me up by my hair and looked at her and said ,well your big tough guy is just a big mouthed little sissy ,and slapped me in my face a couple times and said isnt that right fag ,and just like the sissie I really was I started crying like a little girl while begging him not to hurt me anymore ,and of course it got even more humiliating ,because now all the club members had come outside to see what was going on ! I heard at first shock then with the girl I was with said your right to the guy ,She said kick his sissy ass some more and the members clapped and agreed with her .She said this is Bruce Burke the big tough guy that brags how tough he is and what a stud he is at the bar ,and here he is on his knes pissing his pants and being beat up by a guy half his size ,and even worse crying like a little girl She looked at the guy and laughted and said go ahead really humiliate him ,and make him strip naked so we can all see that big cock he has bragged about for so long .He slapped my face a few more times and said ok sissy you heard her remove those clothes ,I was fucked ,knowing what I had on under my clothes ,but admit being a sissy coward I didnt want to be hit any more ,so I got up and dropped my pants to both the shock then laughter of everyone ,when they saw the pink lace thong panties and red lace garterbelt attached to black fish net stockings The pesident of the club ,looked at me and said Brucie you little crossdressing fag ,you have been serving us drinks while wearing those things ???????????????? before I could answer ,She said ok friend make him drop those panties .Well if you think the laughter was load when I dropped my pants ,it was unbeileviable when I droped my panties ,and there I stood ,even worse my tiny 3 inch cock erect from the humiliation ,and she of course said he not only wears womens clothes but has a baby cock ,and its hard ,I guess because he enjoys being a fag ,and again everyone laughted .Now the guy picked up my pants took out my keys and said ok fag now get in in your car ,just in your panties and garterbelt ,but first masterbate that baby cock for everyone here then take these keys and go home and dont come back ,or I will stick my real mans cock up that sissie ass ,As I masterbated ,they all started counting to every strok saying go fag go ,and when I came ,the guy said nowtake that cum off your baby cock and lick it up for us so we can tell everyone how you swallowed your own cum ,and again they laughted He threw me the keys and said get your sissie ass out of here ,and as I was leaving The president of the club ,said oh by the way Brucie your fired We cant have a guy serving drinks not knowing whos cock you have masterbated for them and then serve us drtinks with those hands ,and again laughter ,I had to sit out in front of my apartment untill it got dark so I could sneak in dressed on in my panties and garterbelt ,I am now know in Beverly Ma as Bruce Burke tiny dicked crossdressing sissy cocksucking queer .Even when walking down town to shop ,people stop me and ask Brucie what color panties are you wearing today ,the only good part that came out of this ,is I now get a lot of offers to suck cocks and have even been sent in the mail panties and garter belts to wear ,and this is a true confession ,just ask anyone in Beverly Ma