I've been with my man for three years. He is the best guy a gal could ever ask for and our relationship is great... Other than the sex. I constantly am fantasizing about other men that I know and deep down I want something new. Its all lustful and it breaks my heart. I have been in a depression the past couple weeks about it. I don't know if I should break up with the only man who has ever truly loved me for something lustful. It sickens me and I can't help it. He deserves so much better.... Although, I'm sick of my fantasies and fingers getting me off way better than he does. I feel like a worthless dirtbag.