it's all I can do to not rape my cousin right now. She's been hinting at it since she was 13 (9 years ago) and I've never even hinted that I want to. Well, I want to. She's in bed 15 feet away from me right now and I know she isn't wearing panties because she told me so. She kissed me before she went to bed, a peck on the lips and whispered in my ear, "I'll see you later."

if I did it no one world hear her scream, but I'm not sure she even would. She's undressed in front of me before, as a teenager, walking right in while I was changing to swim and acting like nothing was wrong or strange. I've seen her beautiful body. She seemed to flaunt it I'm front of me, and all I did was walk out. She has a stunning figure, a magazine cover face, and she's smart, funny, basically everything I want in a woman.

OMFG what do I do?? i can't do this. She's my perfect woman and she's my cousin.

Fuck my life.