I met my wife several yrs ago and shortly after we started dating our sex life was at high point. We started talking during sex and admitting all of our fantasies to each other. one thing lead to another and I told her about how I've had sex with many other men, that I wanted her to have sex with other men while I watched and how I enjoyed being teased about my small penis. she was reluctant at first, but as time went on she grew very comfortable with my sexual 'addictions'. it started slow and gained momentum rapidly. I got her to have sex with a few of my friends and then a few strangers we picked up at bars. as luck would have it, all of them were, lets say 'well-endowed' some well over twice the size of myself-but thats not saying much, because I am well below average in size. she started teasing me about what a worthless little dick faggot I was and that I had never satisfied her and she made it perfectly clear that they did! over the years she has had regular boyfriends and told many of her girl friends that I have a small dick. in some cases, she has shown them naked pics of me &/or made me pull my pants down and show them. I can't count the times that she's humiliated me in front of guys and girls both. she dresses me up in panties etc. and I spend the day at home, being her 'little girl'. I've enjoyed every bit of it I must admit. when her 'boyfriends' fuck her and spend the night in our bed, I take my place on the floor at the foot of the bed and thats where I sleep. I love being woke up by the sounds of them fucking. We both have always hoped that one of them would get her pregnant, but so far no luck. One of my friends that she was "with" for almost two yrs. was one of the best she has ever had she said. they would go at it several times a day and sleep together at night, shower together,etc. Things started to get serious between them and she told me that she had feeling for him. She would never leave me and she will always love me, so I had no fear of that, the thought of her falling in love with him was a complete turn on. over the years she has been with 7 of my buddies and approx. 5 guys from the bars. it's been several yrs. since she had a boyfriend and we haven't had sex with each other in almost 7 yrs. and only a few times after she started fucking other guys, she says that it dosent do anything for her so why bother! I jack-off two or three times a day, she usually laughs and ignores me other than that. When I start bugging her and begging for sex, she makes me go to the dirty book store. I have had no luck in getting fucked, I sometimes get lucky and suck some guy off. Then I go home-tell her about it while I yank on my little "cocktail frank" as she calls it. I only wish I could find a boyfriend-she feels the same way. If I had a boyfriend I could have sex with on a regular basis, I wouldn't be bothering her! Thats been our life for many years and were both ok with it-but it sure would be better if we both had boyfriends.