I have never came to orgasm with my fiance, and I feel really guilty about faking it but I don't want to hurt him. He is very well endowed and is very passionate and open minded about whatever I want to do, yet I use a vibrator every time we have sex and most times even then I can't climax....
So when he falls asleep I bring myself to orgasm beside him without him knowing. Or after sex if he leaves the room. I just feel really awful about it but I don't want to hurt him but I am also a highly sexual person and am horny most of the time lol I have always had difficulty coming to orgasm during intercourse but never like this. :/