Straight Female / 38
I've been married a few years now. And before that, since I was 18, I've had a steady stream of men in my life. Boyfriends, lovers, guys in love with me, guys lusting after me... I've slept with more than 10 guys and made out with at least 30 (that's about 40 real cocks I've interacted with closely throughout my life).
But the thing is, I think I'm attracted to women. I'm not completely sure of this because I have never been with another woman sexually. But all my fantasies are either around naked women or my husband or former boyfriends doing sexual things with hot women. Does that make me gay or at least bi-curious??
About 12 years ago, another female journalist who was in the same hotel as me in another city hit on me. I think. We were having a long chat over red wine, lying in the same bed. There was no touching and we were fully clothed so I thought it was like a pajama party for two. Then she suggested that we take the bottle with us to the bathroom and sit in the tub together. I was naive and thought she meant in the dry tub with our clothes on and I just laughed off her suggestion thinking she was weird to want to sit in a cold hard tub and sip wine! It struck me much later that maybe she wanted to get naked together! I wish I wasn't such a doofus, I might have had the lesbian encounter I fantasise about!
My other experience with another woman was doing a tongue kiss with a friend's wife for a dare when we were playing Truth or Dare. I liked smooching her cos she had a very soft mouth and luscious lips. She didn't seem to want to stop either but all our friends were watching and cheering, which was rather distracting. This woman is seriously hot and I love watching her when she wears a corset top where you can see the tops of her big breasts. She is a free spirit and both of us do a lot of dirty dancing when we go clubbing. But I wish I had the guts to take it further.
Another big-busted friend and I had shared a shower together when we were at the beach. I was dying to see her tits which I used to masturbate about daily at the time but when the opportunity actually arose and we were in the bathroom together, I was too shy and conscious to even sneak a peek.
In my country, women don't shower together, nor are there nude beaches or adult shows on the telly. I watch a lot of porn and enjoy seeing videos of busty babes with shaved pussies. But I really really wish I could play with another woman's boobs, kiss her, watch her being fucked by a hot guy while I sucked her nipples or caressed his balls.
I would happily have a threesome with my husband and another woman. I would even be happy to get him a stripper so he can enjoy the show and fuck her hard. Sadly, he is too straitlaced for me to even suggest such a thing!
Any suggestions for me??
But the thing is, I think I'm attracted to women. I'm not completely sure of this because I have never been with another woman sexually. But all my fantasies are either around naked women or my husband or former boyfriends doing sexual things with hot women. Does that make me gay or at least bi-curious??
About 12 years ago, another female journalist who was in the same hotel as me in another city hit on me. I think. We were having a long chat over red wine, lying in the same bed. There was no touching and we were fully clothed so I thought it was like a pajama party for two. Then she suggested that we take the bottle with us to the bathroom and sit in the tub together. I was naive and thought she meant in the dry tub with our clothes on and I just laughed off her suggestion thinking she was weird to want to sit in a cold hard tub and sip wine! It struck me much later that maybe she wanted to get naked together! I wish I wasn't such a doofus, I might have had the lesbian encounter I fantasise about!
My other experience with another woman was doing a tongue kiss with a friend's wife for a dare when we were playing Truth or Dare. I liked smooching her cos she had a very soft mouth and luscious lips. She didn't seem to want to stop either but all our friends were watching and cheering, which was rather distracting. This woman is seriously hot and I love watching her when she wears a corset top where you can see the tops of her big breasts. She is a free spirit and both of us do a lot of dirty dancing when we go clubbing. But I wish I had the guts to take it further.
Another big-busted friend and I had shared a shower together when we were at the beach. I was dying to see her tits which I used to masturbate about daily at the time but when the opportunity actually arose and we were in the bathroom together, I was too shy and conscious to even sneak a peek.
In my country, women don't shower together, nor are there nude beaches or adult shows on the telly. I watch a lot of porn and enjoy seeing videos of busty babes with shaved pussies. But I really really wish I could play with another woman's boobs, kiss her, watch her being fucked by a hot guy while I sucked her nipples or caressed his balls.
I would happily have a threesome with my husband and another woman. I would even be happy to get him a stripper so he can enjoy the show and fuck her hard. Sadly, he is too straitlaced for me to even suggest such a thing!
Any suggestions for me??
