I didn't seek out crossdressing, it 'found' me. Me- 21 yo SWM. College senior, 5'10" 130 lbs - yeah I'm THAT thin. I have many friends, but no GF. I have always been shy. My 3 best F friends for at least a year have tried to get me to dress like a girl. This past Halloween, I agreed, and Tish, Sue, and Martine put together a hot outfit, easy enuf as we are similar in size. They did perfect makeup, styled the wig, and Martine and I have the same shoe size[womans 11]. They had me practice for days, especially walking in 4" heels. After the makeup it was obvious I looked freakishly like Cindy Crawford. They named me Alisha. We went to a party with mostly people I knew, and I felt totally different than usual. I felt less shy, and everyone loved my "costume" and 'welcomed' me as the new girl. Some guys I didn't know thought I was a hot chick!!

Having such a good time,I realized I wanted to crossdress more and be Alisha. I also knew my mom and I are the same size. I started trying on her dresses on the sneak. Mom knew I was totally thrilled about Halloween and was cool with it. I also started kidding with mom when she had on a hot dress and asking when I could borrow it. She's 39, and very stylish. November 23, a Sunday, mom let me dress up. She picked the dress and shoes. I was again Alisha, even tho her shoes are a size smaller than Martine's. I didn't care. Mom noticed how much I liked being a girl. Dec 20 I got home from class and saw 6 dresses and 4 pairs of heels on my bed. Mom said I could have them- they were now MINE! OMG! She later gave me a bra, some costume jewelry, and some make up.

Sue, Martine, and Tish are thrilled to have a 4th 'girl' in the group. We hang out and no one realizes I'm a guy. They tease me and say as I get better as Alisha, we're going to go out to meet guys!! They know I'm str8, but tease me anyway. All my friends refer to me as their he-she friend. Since Xmas break started I've worn womens clothes at least part of every day. I couldn't be more thrilled that this hobby found me.