I want to fuck my real father I found out who he is and he fathered me when he was very young around 9-12 years old and my mother at the time was married. I have lived with my real mum and the man I have known til last year as my dad, but as soon as I seen a photo of my real dad I knew it was him. I feel so horny around him and just want him so bad. I want it to happen because I have so many "abandonment/daddy issues" all my life deep down I knew the truth without being told. I just want him to be mine and I don't want to share him when I meet him. I want to be his everything. am I dirty for being this way?? we have talked and sex chatted a lot on line I just want his cock so bad. I know I deserve him more then any other woman on earth. I want him to see the real me- the easy going sweet girl, the troubled teenager/ assault victim and the skilled student I am, and the lover I want to be with him. I just want to get away from my parents who are driving me nuts and get to know my real dad. He has sexually teased me a little and I love it. I am afraid of my other dad I live with could end up raping me and I can't cope with that. I know that guy in the photo looks like me more and has to be the real deal. I have to make him want me and love me.