sometimes you hate your life. You ain't the Lone Ranger on that one, but I prefer what I have to having a toe-tag from the county coroner. Life is what you make it man, and at 19 you are bullet Proof and indestructible. The Military isn't for everyone anyway. Your parents just want the best for you. Their desires can cause you additional stress which no one needs. You want to be a livestock farmer, have you spent any time on a livestock farm? if yes, then cool. If not, you may want to spend some time doing so and finish school, it is your future. If you really want to be a livestock farmer; if that is your dream, then become one. I'd give my left nut to be 19 again and know what I know now. Good luck in your future.