I am 19 and in a very serious relationship, but I just can't shake the thought of someone else out of my head. Ever since I was about 13, I've had a crush on my best friend Shannon. Yes, I am a woman too. I think about licking her tight virgin pussy, and rubbing our clits together while listening to her loud moans. I get so wet thinking about it, and it's the only thing that can get me that crazy. She has no clue how I feel. We got drunk a few nights ago to bring in the new year and we were cuddling on the couch. I reached over and grabbed her boob, rubbing it. I got so horny, I couldn't resist. I reached down and rubbed her pussy through her pants. I could tell she was getting wet. But my boyfriend was nearby and I didn't want him getting suspicious, so I stopped. But since that night, I have masturbated 5 times thinking about what could have been. I want to tell her, I want to lick that pussy.