I'm a 26 year old woman. I've been promiscuous since I was thirteen. I have no idea how many men I've actually had sex with in my life but it's an awful lot. I am a single mom. I was with my son's father for two years before I left him. I never cheated on him, first guy I didn't, although he accused my of it constantly and abused my regularly. For three years after I left him I was on a sex binge, occasionally "dating" someone but it never lasted more than a few weeks before I was out cheating then moving on to the next guy. My mom took care of my son all the time at night while I was out getting laid. I turned into the kind of girl who would fuck just about anyone who showed me some attention.

Two years ago I started dating a guy expecting it to last a few weeks but it lasted a whole year before we broke up. I never cheated on him during that time. Things were great then he wasn't around much because of a new job. I got antsy, we fought a lot and I broke up with him and went on an even worse sex binge. It was so bad some of the people who care about me the most tried to talk some sense into me but I wouldn't listen. I was hooking up with 30 or more guys a month, very often four or five different guys in a single day. I also immersed myself in group sex with multiple guys and guys and girls at the same time. I got into drugs, used a lot of people and fell apart. People who loved me distanced themselves from me. I lost most of my friends.

I got back with my ex six months ago and got clean, stopped the self-destructive sexual behavior and we settled down together. Now I'm three months pregnant. I love my BF. He's a great dad to my son and so excited about the new baby. Things were going so well. My son spent last weekend with his real dad. My BF was away for work all weekend. I texted a guy I know because I was lonely and went to "just hang" with him. I had sex with him and his friend who came over. I slept over and had sex with both of them again the next day and some other guy who came over too. It wasn't group sex just me going to the bedroom with the guys when they wanted too.

After I went home I kept telling myself to stop and not to do it again. Again and again I tell myself to stop. Last Friday I texted a different guy and had sex with him in my car then an hour later went back to the guy from the weekend before's house and had sex with him and a couple of his friends again. My boyfriend knows something is up and walked out because of how I have been acting. I can't stop thinking about texting guys but I'm pregnant. I have to find a way to control myself. If it wasn't for my mom taking care of me I don't know what I would do.