My cousin and I would give each other back rubs. Then one time I slid my hand down her panties and just felt her pussy really gently. It was later that year we went on a camping trip, she and I were in the back of the car when I made my move again. This time I slid my finger all the way in her very wet pussy. It was the first pussy that I ever touched. This happened 2 more times in high school. I loved it, but then I was caught with her panties under my bed.
I loved to jerk off with them thinking of her pussy. When we saw each other she was crying because our parents that we were having sex and she asked me why I had them?? I told her that I loved the way she smelled. She just said "oh"
And that was it. I am not sure if she was pretending to be asleep all those times 4 to be exact. She was so wet!
To this day I still jack off thinking of her.
About 5 years ago I wrote her a letter about it all. I letter I asked for a pair of her panties and told her I would love to make love to her. She freaked out told her husband,some my family members and who knows who else.
I regret writing the letter, but I thought for some reason there may have been a chance she had some of the same feelings I was having.Guess Not!
I am the only one this has happened to??