I always told myself "No", and have played the nothing to come-out-of-the-closet over kind of guy..; But when I was a kid an other youth raped me, force fucked me and came deep within my bowls. As soon as I could get away from him I fled to a bathroom and took a long hot bath & tried to poop-out the other boys sperm. When I finally got out of the tub I went back into the living room and found this kid setting nude on a bench close to the couch where I had been sleeping/raped. Confused due I felt he was still my friend, though I was unsure to how now I was supposed to act, I ended up laying back across the couch towards him. The room was dead silent, no one was saying or doing any thing.., So, I broke the stagnancy and reached down from where I lay to cup his hanging scrotum/nuts !
He freaked out, stood up and started dressing; he kept saying :"I'm not into that sort of thing" - The Fuck Raped me, not the other way around.., I just had no idea how to continue being his friend...., what was a friend supposed to be or act like at that point, ya know ?? He split. After that he totally kept his distance and always pointed an accusing finger, or worse. Shortly after he had raped me, his younger brother,(also a friend of mine) started coming over more often. We had arranged a few blind dates with some next town over chicks, a time or two we seen one an other naked with either gal and one day while we were scoping out some "dirty" magazines he said to me that he would show me his dick if I showed him mine..; Within a few minutes that changed to "I'll let you touch my dick if you let me touch yours" !
We were both drunk and horny as I let him deep-throat fuck my mouth until he busted his nut deep down in my gullet, I way gagged on his pent-up gallons ! Later, I let him fuck my ass.., I got him to fuck me in the ass several times a month - Each time, he knew to tell me when he knew he was going to cum ; This was so I could have him pull out of my "A" hole & spin his gallant throbbing lil' fat prick about so I could hold him deep down my wanting throat...:"Used to Luv the taste of Hot Jizm making me gulp it down". As it turned out though, we only spent seven or eight times together engaged in some sort of sexual trip before calling it quits to turn our lives over to presueing the opposite sex.., more my buds idea then mine at that time. Then, that was that...; I was never with an other boy or man for that matter, never again in a sensually sexual way any how !
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