I graduated high school in June. I went away to school in September. I was a virgin when I left home. I'd never had a real boyfriend but went out with guys who all wanted to have sex with me. I wouldn't do anything ever. I knew they would tell as soon as I did anything and didn't want the whole school talking about me like what always happened to my friends. An example is my friend Erin. Within three days of having sex with a certain guy it was all over school that she has huge nipples and that she doesn't shave down there. It was always like that. No thanks.

I'm not a prude. I've always wanted sex. I masturbated constantly through high school and flirted with older men more than a few times hoping one of them would try to have sex with me because I've been ready since I was 16 but it never happened.

I met a few guys who are on the football team my first week at school and they started coming to my dorm to invite me to parties or just to hang out. They seemed to like me a lot. The black guys seem to really like me. I'm a short blond with big firm boobs (D cups) and kind of a big ass which they like. I've always wished I was thinner but a lot of guys at school seem to think I'm really hot.

Well I went to bed with one of my black guy friends three weeks after I got to school and finally did it. We've had sex a bunch of times since and I've gone to bed with some of his friends too. They are all older and the sex is just casual. No one makes a big deal out of it. We just do it and it's just fun. I've now had sex with six different guys since September, five of whom are black guys who are all buddies and one white guy who really wants to date for real but knows I'm not ready too. I was having sex five or six times a week, always being careful with protection and all that. It feels natural and healthy and I'm very happy.

I told my mom I lost my virginity and she was so happy. It had bothered her when I was in high school that I'd never done anything with a boy, she thought I was anti-social. I've since told her how sexually active I've become. She made me come home to see my doctor to get on the pill and read safe sex pamphlets. She also confessed that she was very sexually active at my age and we shared a bottle of wine and opened up a lot. She is jealous cuz she never got to experience being with a black guy lol. Not sure why she thinks its any different but she's from a different time I guess. She also said that she was going to tell my dad that I've become sexually active now and being smart with it because he's been worried about me thinking guys would take advantage of me. That's as much as he needs to know.

I've been home for a month now and go back next week. I've had a few chances to have sex with some of the guys I know from high school but passed them all up because I still want some privacy. I can't can't can't wait to go back cuz I'm missing the sex. Bad.