Last year a good friend of mine died of cancer. He died several months after finding out. I was bummed. He was a good person. He was married and I had met his wife a few times. Never looked at her and it was just a hi when I seen her. When my friend was sick we would talk and she would confide in me.

Several months after my friend died his wife called and we talked. She was not doing too well so I invited her over to my house to swim and have a relaxing day. She took up the offer and we enjoyed a nice afternoon.
We got together from time to time to swim or have lunch. One day at the pool there was a bit of flirting and one thing led to another. We ended up sleeping together. She is shy and at first was reserved. I could tell right from the start that she loved giving head because this is the first thing she did when we got in bed. It was good and it took all I could not to cum. We ended up fucking and I must say that it was good.

After the first time we started getting together. The more I have spent time with her, the more I appreciate her as a person. Plus the sex gets better all of the time. She is getting less reserved and is wanting to try different things.
Several months ago I introduced her to rimming. I was licking her pussy and moved down to her ass. Instant soaking. I could tell she liked this by her wetness. I continued to eat her and lick her ass until she came She said she liked it. I continued to lick her ass and over the weeks I started putting a finger in her ass while I was eating her. She liked this but always said she was afraid of anal.

Yesterday this changed. We were in bed (she was lying in bed and I was standing). I was fucking her pussy hard. She likes it hard. I stopped meaning to get in bed with her to fuck her doggie. She went from laying on her back to laying on her side. I proceeded to fuck her this way. I fucked her for a few minutes and took my dick out of her pussy. I moved it towards her ass and asked if it was ok. She shook her head yes and I slowly pushed my dick into her ass. She was nervous and I stopped and let her relax before pushing more into her. Eventually I was all in. Damn it felt great. I fucked her in the ass in this position and eventually moved her to her back.

She did not cum while I fucked her ass but when we were fucking after the anal she exploded. After she told me she liked it after she relaxed and wants to do it again. She is coming over in a few days and I am looking forward to that ass again.

I have thought about my friend. At first I felt guilty. I am not sure if I am rationalizing but I believe my friend would be okay with us together. I treat her good and respect the relationship they had.