Ever since i took ecstasy and saw my friends bulge in his pants ive wondered what it would be like to give a guy a blowjob. I sometimes masterbate over it. I always fantasise about being drunk with an older chubby guy who takes his dick out and makes me suck it. I've even thought about putting an ad on Craigslist asking for a car meet with a chubby older guy. The idea just really turns me on....