I was fascinated the first time I watched a man jerk off. I was 23 and in bed with a much older guy in his late forties. We fucked for quite awhile but he ran out of steam before he came and needed a rest. I sucked on him for awhile but he wasn't getting hard. I was upset but he just said it was normal and said he just had to stroke it for a bit. He started stroking and it took awhile but he finally starting to get hard. He kept saying he wasn't ready yet and I snuggled in putting my head on his shoulder then lightly kissed him and massaged him while I watched him jerk off. His cock got harder and harder and the head swelled and turned purple before he finally asked me if it was ok if he just made himself cum. I said go ahead. It was fucking awesome watching him squirm then seeing his load spurt out as he came everywhere. I really liked it.

Since then I've gotten all of my boyfriends and most of the guys I've had sex with to let me watch them jerk off. I've tried watching guys on skype or just on video but it's not the same. I need to be right there, a foot or so away, listening to his breath quicken, the sounds he makes then the groan when he finally spurts!!!! I love it!