I'm in a cucquean relationship, which means that I have given my husband the right to have sex with other women and control my orgasms. I've been in this relationship for 6 years. In that time I have had vaginal sex only twice, both times with my husband. Anal 4 times, and fellatio several times a year. I'm allowed to orgasm usually once every month unless I've done something wrong. Most often I masturbate on those times, but every so often I have to beg one of his lovers to give me an orgasm some way. While he has another woman over I sleep on the couch or at the foot of the bed. I serve them food and drinks, and perform other tasks usually set by his lover (back/foot massages, oral sex...) We are also raising 2 children, a boy and a girl 1 and 2 years old respectively, who were born to two of his lovers by him. I love them both and treat them as if they were my own, though I have never been pregnant (by happenstance, I'm also infertile. Not that it would matter, we would be doing this anyway.)

It's an odd feeling, being in a relationship like this. It obviously feels degrading quite often, especially when I'm sleeping on the couch and he's with another woman. But I still find it an enjoyable experience, we do love each other even with this, and I really don't want to live like a normal couple.