Work in a building where no one knows my name. I am short and little over weight. not very confident and since Allan left I have no one. Allan kissed me on the elevator one day. He later fingered me in the office closet. That was exciting. I offered him a blow job, he did not have time. He promised to have sex with me, never happened. he was fired and I have never seen him since. His phone number is now dead.
I come home and watch the bachelor and think of me in the tub. I just want someone. I would suck have sex, hell would be a hooker for the right man. Just want to feel a man inside me. I just do not see this happening.

I offered a blow job and sex to the man from the cleaning service. he is on jail work release. He is gay he said. I offered him money to just bend m over my desk and do me. Nothing, he said he had problems with women.

I got me virginity taken early, was a nice looking girl. Pretty popular in high school. I did most of th football team and three of the top wrestlers. Most weekend nights I was being screwed by someone, Some times more than one at a time.
Finished school and went to collage. I gained a few lbs and dates stopped. I did a married man for a while, he finally stop coming by, I found he died in an accident.

I sit here now alone, stimulated only by my own fingers.