Straight Female / 41
Just found out I have HIV from sex with strange men. I don't feel good and worried AIDS will start soon.
My husband runs a body and fender shop. Works a lot of hours and treats me pretty good. He has not wanted a lot of sex for three years. I traveled to a city near by with a girl friend of mine. Some of the guys she knew well, I let take me to bed, in my car and a hotel room.
We had four guys here hunting take us to a hotel for drinks. We agreed to let the four do us both. Two on me and her two. They switched off so each got some of both of us. Were married men with kids, looked clean.
I figure this is where it came from, but she did not have it. Done blood work on her three times, nothing. I have three positive test in a row. Only other guy I had was one from the service station near home. I have been with him several times. he has a reputation of a stud with bed room skills. he was tested and came back clear. Waiting on the second test for him and possible the third.
How could she take the same guys, she sucks and swallowed, I did the same. the same guys came in me and up my ass. Same as she took it.
I just don't know. Our anniversary is coming up and he has a room reserved. Strange for him to do this, I know what he wants. Now I worry about telling him. He is very jealous of me. He may kill me for this. I think I want him to. Better than death by aids.
My husband runs a body and fender shop. Works a lot of hours and treats me pretty good. He has not wanted a lot of sex for three years. I traveled to a city near by with a girl friend of mine. Some of the guys she knew well, I let take me to bed, in my car and a hotel room.
We had four guys here hunting take us to a hotel for drinks. We agreed to let the four do us both. Two on me and her two. They switched off so each got some of both of us. Were married men with kids, looked clean.
I figure this is where it came from, but she did not have it. Done blood work on her three times, nothing. I have three positive test in a row. Only other guy I had was one from the service station near home. I have been with him several times. he has a reputation of a stud with bed room skills. he was tested and came back clear. Waiting on the second test for him and possible the third.
How could she take the same guys, she sucks and swallowed, I did the same. the same guys came in me and up my ass. Same as she took it.
I just don't know. Our anniversary is coming up and he has a room reserved. Strange for him to do this, I know what he wants. Now I worry about telling him. He is very jealous of me. He may kill me for this. I think I want him to. Better than death by aids.
