I get turned on by things that are really wrong. When I was a juniir in college I met a guy online and went over his place and sucked his dick. I stopped halfway through and left. I threw up on the way home. About 2 years later I met another guy online, he was 64. We talked a little bit and out of no where he took his shorts off and I got on my knees and sucked his dick. He came in my mouth and I felt sick and satisfied at the same time. Right around the same time I sent a friend request on facebook to my friends mom. I chatted with her a few times and one night we met at the beach. We made out and she sucked my dick. We fucked a few times after that. Shes remarried now but texts me once in a while. About a year ago one of my older cousins, I think shes about 31 broke up with her longtime boyfriend. We started texting more often and being flirtatious with eachother. One day she came over my aprtment and we went up to my room. And she kept asking me, so what now?? What now?? So I kissed her. We made out and I fucked her. Shes now back with the guy she broke up with and pregnant. I made out with another one of my cousins after a wedding and she gave me a handjob. I have family in puerto rico on my dads side and i friended one of my cousins i havent talked to since we were kids. Shes the same age as me and looks like a total whore now so i treated her like one. She sent me nude pics and constantly tells me how much she wants to fuck me and that i can stay with her when i visit. Last confession, I have a cousin whos husband is never home. Hes the only guy shes ever been with and we were never really close, but one night at a family party she had a few drinks and was saying that she didnt have her 2 kids with her that night and her husband was out of town so she was going to enjoy her night. She was getting really close to me and a lot of my family was staring so I left. We are a big puerto rican family so nobody was really suspicious though. About 15 minutes later she called me and said she left too and if I wanted to meet up with her at her place. I said yes. I was not nervous at all, she was so gorgeous and even though she is my cousin she was one of my first crushed. Shes about 34 and Im 25. When i got there she vented and I listened. I could tell she was very conflicted. I started rubbing my hand around her back, and to her waist. Eventually she gave me this look and it was the sign I was waiting for. I kissed her. I moved really slow with her because she really is a good girl but in the end she sucked my dick and i fucked her me on top and then doggy and I came after about 30 minutes. It was the best sex I ever had. That was a few months ago and we are way closer now. I dont know if it will ever happen again though. Shes not a slut or anything like that. Thats kind of why I like her so much. I want to fuck her again. She was incredible.