I am actually sixteen, but I had to get this out in the open. I have some extremely strange sexual fantasies. I am extremely turned on by the sight of blood, it just gets me so wet every time I see someone stabbing someone else or drawing someone else's blood in any way. I love how the blood will just squirt out and drench the person doing it.

Another one of my dark secrets is that I secretly long to be impregnated. I hate kids, but I love the thought of being forcibly impregnated. Someone pinning my legs up and just fucking me so hard, it makes me wet just thinking about it. Leaning down and whispering in my ear that they are going to put a baby inside of me, a little piece of them deep inside my little underage belly.

But, as much as I long for theses things, I can never have them. I am not considered pretty by society's standards. I am 280 pounds and about 5'7 so I'm considered overweight, but that doesn't stop me from fantasizing about it.

Goodnight, and thank you for listening.