I'm single for almost a year and I miss being with a man I just feel a lot of tension in my body not being sexually active anymore.I live alone in my apartment and this gets the situation worse.But I know how to keep myself satisfied even though I don't have a man atm.When I feel really horny I watch amateur porn,I had some sex phone with some guy which was so intense that I had to masturbate with a carrot because I don't own a dildo.But even though this helps sometimes I still miss doing those small things for the man I love cooking,cleaning,feeling his skin while hugging me,doing a massage when he's tired ,waking him in the morning with a kiss or just trying to make him happy joking with him because I'm a very caring and affectionate woman.Ughhh, I miss the old times.