A certain phrase I heard when we were out recently has lead me to confess today, mainly because I find myself in a similar position to the one I was in four years ago. The phrase was "keeping it in the family".
The situation four years ago was meeting my father in law to discuss the difficulties we were having in our marriage. My husband had stopped wanting sex and my sex drive was if anything increasing. In the three hours I spent at my father in laws, I spent at least two hours of it taking his amzingly thick cock inside my mouth, pussy and asshole. It wasn't planned or conceived in a lurid way, it just sort of happened. And for the next five months I took every oportunity to meet up with him and have my father in law do whatever he wanted with me (Anything). Only the fact he was killed in an accident at work, stopped our extremely sordid sexual affair.
The same phrase now applies again as my husbands youngest brother Mikey caught me masturbating. With my husband at work, I was masturbating on a couch watching porn (Yes women do watch porn too). I'd clean forgotten Mikey was calling by to borrow our trailer and the dildo I was using was just about to bring me to orgasm. The rest they say is history. Mikey isn't as big as his dad used to be, but he's definately got more of a sex drive than his older brother, as I've found out in the past nine weeks.
I know it's a bad thing I've done, but I also know my husband can no longer keep me satisfied sexually. If he could match my sexual needs then I woudn't want or need to stray. I'll have to though, "keeping it in the family" has most definately worked for me.