I pretend to be happy, and for a time belived I was. You, out of every man who has treated me like shit in my life, you should have been the one not to. You should have loved and cherished me. Protected me. Made me feel I was worth something. But no, you have ripped my soul out. Played with it like a chew toy and spat it out. When I die do us both a favor,mjust throw my carcass in the trash, because thats how you have and continue to make me feel. Yes, iam the idoit who stayed. The idiot who stays.