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when I was a 11 year old girl, I used to babysit this one year old boy, I wanted to know what it felt like to "breastfeed". So he sucked on my nipple. I stopped immediately, I felt wrong. I was 11, and to this day I still feel sick to my stomach about it. I don't know what to think. I have never told anyone. Please help me feel like what I did was a normal 11 year old thing, and not terrible.

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# 18502 - by Anonymous / February 1, 2014
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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 1, 2014 at 12:47 PM

Absolutely! I know it sounds terrible but you were not an adult who could have understood what was wrong about your decision, and luckily he was young enough that I'm sure it hasn't impacted him. Just a curious child with zero negative intentions. The importance is that you understand right/wrong now and would never take advantage of a child today. That was mere curiosity that you didn't understand at the time. Keep your head up!

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 1, 2014 at 1:07 PM

move on

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 1, 2014 at 1:32 PM

I have studied sex, sexuality, and human development for years, and I work in a field that serves many young people.

It is perfectly normal for a child around the age of eleven years to be curious. Often that curiosity leads certain levels of experimentation. While I am in the growing group that believes that we live in a society that glamorizes lust and dehumanizes the individual, thus resulting in degrading sexual acts (even one nights stands and pornography are more destructive than people realize), it is perfectly normal to have sexual desires and curiosities.

Sexual curiosity is a natural part of lives. While we don't always express such curiosities in healthy ways, those experiences can lead to a stringing understanding of our sexual selves.

While I'm sure the parents wouldn't have been happy with that, you didn't scar the child and you were too young to fully comprehend your actions. You were responding to your natural curiosities.

In short.... you were too young to know what you were doing wasn't right. But your instincts stopped you and prevented you from going any further or repeating the act. If you still can't come to terms with this experience, talk to a counselor or minister or priest or rabbi or someone safe. But your should find a way to forgive yourself and free yourself from this burden.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 1, 2014 at 11:40 PM

You did not say you wanted to have sex with him...You said breastfeed. Sounds like a normal little girl to me.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 2, 2014 at 9:27 AM

you did nothing wrong. to the child there are NO memories. for you was maternal instincts as most females have. just know had the mother been dead, you might have dropped milk and nursed the baby.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 7, 2014 at 3:23 AM

Oh that is so normal at that age, I remember seeing my mother breastfeed my little brother and when i was alone with him i tried to breastfeed him too, I was 12 and i was just curious to see what it felt like, I suspect many other girls have done similar things out of curiosity, It has nothing to do with any sexual feelings just curiosity at the wonder of being female and having breasts to feed another tiny human, I dont feel any guilt i was just a normal girl who was amazed at seeing a beautiful thing.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 11, 2014 at 9:50 AM

my 13 year old baby sitter gave me a blow job and trained me to have sex with her. I was 9 at the time. We did this till I turned 11, my mother found me in the bed with her.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Apr 14, 2014 at 4:14 AM

From your description you were experiencing a normal maternal instinct to nurse a baby. The fact that you were only 11 does not in any way make what you did bad in any way. It simply means that you were too young to follow through with what nature was encouraging you to do. Breast feeding is not a sexual act. Breasts are not sex organs. They are for feeding babies. In many parts of the world, young girls take on the chore of breast feeding babies that are not theirs. While they usually are not as young as 11 it is not unheard of. It is possible for girls to lactate as young as 7 though that is quite rare. With sufficient stimulation of the mammary glands it is quite possible for an 11 year old to nurse. Do not look upon this as something that you did once that was dirty. Do NOT feel guilty for what you did as you did nothing wrong. Look at it as you had a very strong maternal instinct and reacted normally. All that said, you should not have been given the responsibility to baby sit anyone much less a baby at the age of 11. In my state, children under 16 left alone are usually taken into protective custody by child protective services. If 15 is too young to be left home alone then 11 is far too young to be left alone with a baby. In my state that baby's mother would have gone to jail for neglect. I don't care how mature and responsible you might have been, they should not have left you alone with a baby. So even had you done anything wrong, and you didn't, it would have been the mother's fault anyway. Don't beat yourself up, ignore the idiots who have criticized you and move on. I think you will make a fine mother, you already have the instinct for it.

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