I got drunk as fuck with my female cousin last night and after she fell asleep I pulled her pajama bottoms down past her ass and stuck my fingers in her pussy and ass I wanted to fuck her but she almost woke up and if I had fucked her I knew she wasn't on the pill and I would have come inside her.... am I fucked up???????????????????????????????????????????? ?????????????????????????????? ?????????????????????????????? ?????????????????????????????? ?????????????????????????????? ?????????????????????????????? ?????????????????????????????? ?????????????????????????????? ?? I love her.... I know she would never fuck me. But I want her so.....