I keep attracting men that cheat on me. I know that is a problem. I am also a cheater too. My husband cheated on me 13 years ago. Afterwards i gave up on our marriage and went out to do my own thing. Even though married/seperated these many years i have had bpyfriends and lovers and one-night-stands. I wanted more with some of these guys but i knew i couldnt because i have a problem with cheating. When i get mad or frustrated or in one of those"i dont give a fuck modes. I go and fuck. Male and female. It is like a fucking drug i cant get enough of. Better than a line of coke and a corona. Threesome & orgies. Me and 3 men. Me and another woman. Me a dude and a female. Or me another female and two dudes tag-team style. One of my favorite positions was with these two dudes. One took me up by the shoulders and the other lifted me at the hips in the air. They lifted me at the same time on either end in the air. While i was kissing one the other was eating my pussy. Man that was fun. I love sucking dick. I love eating pussy i love fetishes. I love stamina. I love to masturbate. I love flicks of ALL kinds(dominatrix, bi-racial, zoo, scat, and etc. But my favorite porn that gets me going is watching two men fuck. I bet you r thinking i am fucked off and twisted. I dont want to be this way. I want to stop. I love these men, but not in love and i fall out of love very easily. I think the best thing for me is sex-aholics anon. And become a nun.