I think you need to get some sort of sexual release-and quick! Seems you're obsessed with a certain section of the female population, but you aren't having any luck there. What's so wrong with masturbation; it doesn't cost you a penny and it's perfectly natural!
I also think you might have issues with homosexuality-why the rant against Gays and the thought of being Gay? Are you scared that your lack of sexual gratification may lead you to trying a guy?
Do yourself a favour and 'beat your meat' as often as you want. I'm sure you'll soon feel the benefit of DIY sex.
no thanks I don't want to masturbate. I don't have issues with homosexuality I just think it's disgusting that anyone would be attracted to a guy or want to have sex with a guy when women are so much better and fitting. I am obsessed with all women but in that age range is particularly appealing. I am having luck, so go fuck yourself. You are probaly gay haha.