I have to come clean about a few things. My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost 2 years now and I have cheated 4 times. I love him he is the sweetest and kindest person I've ever met, but for some reason I cannot stop myself from talking to other guys. I have had sexual conversations with over 40 guys since we started dating. A week after we started dating I made out with a mutual friend of ours outside at his show after he played. Two months ago the day after I told him I'd stop talking to him I had sex with my ex, slept at his house and then gave him head before he took me to work the next morning. And I also cheated on him last night with one of his best friends on our bed before he got home from school. Idk what is wrong with me. I really do feel like I love him, yet I have cheated on him more than once and have been very dishonest. What do I do?? Should I tell him?? Am I a bitch?? I feel horrible :/