I'm gay and I'm Vietnamese.

In Vietnam, touching a male child's penis is normal. I'm 23 now. When I was a child, my step-father used to touch my penis regularly. He's straight, but he love touching my penis because my mother and he don't have a male child on their own. They have two daughters.

In US, undress child or touching his penis is illegal. But In Vietnam, it's legal. And that's my problem because I'm gay.

When I was about 14( I don't remember exactly), I was a small boy. My step-father and his friends had a tendency to touch my pennis when they drunk beer.

When they had home party, my step-father usually undressed my pant and let his friends touch my penis. Actually, I don't hate it. It gives me a strange feeling. And I become addicted to it.

I let him touch my as he wanted. I don't remember the times he did it.

When I woke up in the mid-night, I usually saw him sleeping without pants( it's normal and not illegal in Vietnam). His penis is really big. Sometimes, I touched his penis. I undressed myself and continued to sleep.

Everything end when I was a highschool student. But sometimes he still walks without pant in front of my eyes. And me too.