I have been with dozens of women in my life. And even a couple men. I try to be as open minded as possible about everything and even though I have experienced just about everything there is... I am fully and completely dissatisfied with my sex life now and just about everyone I have ever been with. Sure one person mught give head really well and another might let me fuck her ass, but overall I am spending each night fantasizing about what I wish they would do. I ask and try to be as giving ad possible so they will reciprocate the things they know I like. But I don't want to have to ask. I want to be with someone who wants everything I do and is willing to actually put forth an effort sexually like I do in a relationship. I cannot express how grateful and in love I would be with them. My poetry would be full of life again, instead at hitting at vague undertones because I've given up ontrying to discuss my feelings. I am just not thr type to be okay with regular sex every three days with no surprise in sight. I want ass-licking, fisting, exotic sex toys, choking, and water play. Too bad those girls don't like a nice romantic type like myself. And I would never date a guy. Or even kiss one. I just like all sexual experiences.