Straight Female / 48
I married a loving husband twenty five years ago. We still loves each other today. The issue is type of love we have. Making love to me stopped some years back. He holds me every night and tells me he loves me. I have given him every possible thing I can to help him enjoy me. I hired a very young and pretty girl and nothing. He preformed oral sex on her and she on him in return. He was as soft from start to finish. I thought he would have a heart attack when he had an orgasm.
We have our yearly sex, this consist of my lubed up and forcing his limp penis in me. Being kind when he can not orgasm, Me faking an orgasm as I tell him just how good a lover he still is today. He offered me freedom to see others and ask I keep it quiet. Informed him I am fine, nothing I can not take care of.
American legion dance and we sat there with our friends. I danced with the girls as we do each time. Only one of the guys can dance and still does well. He and Doris still have sex once a week, I know he has a younger girl he hires. The same girl I hired for my husband.
One night three months back a group filled the table beside us. This massive man and his younger girl caught my eye. I caught his as well it seems. He ask if I would dance, my husband said that's fine. he and I danced and the band went right into a slow song. I ask and he held me as we danced. He made me feel young again, I think I now understand the reason men hire and date young girls.
Before the night ended we danced three more times, including a slow dance near the end. I passed him in the hall bathroom area, I told him how good he made me feel. I thanks him with a hug. he returned the hug, grabbed my hips and kissed me. No a peck, he kissed me. Could feel tingling in my body.
He ask if we could meet again, I invited him to lunch on Monday.
The Deli we never eat in, have things delivered from time to time. I did not think I would see any friends there. I told him how he made me feel, he told me how good I look. I ask what his plans were for the rest of the day?? Was his day off. I made a bold suggestion and offer. We went directly to a hotel room. he made love like no other in my life time. I offered to pay him, he was insulted.
We have gone directly to this same hotel every Monday. The deli delivers to the room. He gives me love and passion that I feel guilty for enjoying. I dare not tell my husband we do this. Last week delivery was our friends grand son. Now he is black mailing me. First it was money, now its sex as well. I had sex with him as well as paying him $100. I wonder where this ends, how do I save face in this??
We have our yearly sex, this consist of my lubed up and forcing his limp penis in me. Being kind when he can not orgasm, Me faking an orgasm as I tell him just how good a lover he still is today. He offered me freedom to see others and ask I keep it quiet. Informed him I am fine, nothing I can not take care of.
American legion dance and we sat there with our friends. I danced with the girls as we do each time. Only one of the guys can dance and still does well. He and Doris still have sex once a week, I know he has a younger girl he hires. The same girl I hired for my husband.
One night three months back a group filled the table beside us. This massive man and his younger girl caught my eye. I caught his as well it seems. He ask if I would dance, my husband said that's fine. he and I danced and the band went right into a slow song. I ask and he held me as we danced. He made me feel young again, I think I now understand the reason men hire and date young girls.
Before the night ended we danced three more times, including a slow dance near the end. I passed him in the hall bathroom area, I told him how good he made me feel. I thanks him with a hug. he returned the hug, grabbed my hips and kissed me. No a peck, he kissed me. Could feel tingling in my body.
He ask if we could meet again, I invited him to lunch on Monday.
The Deli we never eat in, have things delivered from time to time. I did not think I would see any friends there. I told him how he made me feel, he told me how good I look. I ask what his plans were for the rest of the day?? Was his day off. I made a bold suggestion and offer. We went directly to a hotel room. he made love like no other in my life time. I offered to pay him, he was insulted.
We have gone directly to this same hotel every Monday. The deli delivers to the room. He gives me love and passion that I feel guilty for enjoying. I dare not tell my husband we do this. Last week delivery was our friends grand son. Now he is black mailing me. First it was money, now its sex as well. I had sex with him as well as paying him $100. I wonder where this ends, how do I save face in this??
