Straight Female / 51
I feel like shit today for my past mistakes.
Divorced after a disastrous first marriage. I met this beautiful girl at my new job. Was 21 and she 18 she said. Later found out she lied to me, She was 16 and in high school. Told me she was held back two years.
I treated her like an adult and she did her best to be one. She had an amazing IQ and some quirks. She was not a virgin, but was amazing in bed. She stopped by my apartment and had sex for hours. After the first marriage this was great for me. Long legs and looked like a women my age.
The little things an idiot young guy can say, well they go to the heart of a young girl. memory like an elephant I guess.
I worked night shift to have days off, and have extra money. So I took a young girl from her home, left her alone in the middle of no where.
We finally parted ways after some problems. One was her lack of want for children. Had I worked harder she and I might be together today. I would not have the wife I know and love, and sure would not have the children I know and love. Who knows what life would be like, I would not trade my wife and kids for 10 of her. I don't want that kind of thought, I just wish I had worked harder to be a better husband and friend.
I still think of her a lot. Have not see her in many years, have not been with her in over 20 years. Amazing how the mind works.
Divorced after a disastrous first marriage. I met this beautiful girl at my new job. Was 21 and she 18 she said. Later found out she lied to me, She was 16 and in high school. Told me she was held back two years.
I treated her like an adult and she did her best to be one. She had an amazing IQ and some quirks. She was not a virgin, but was amazing in bed. She stopped by my apartment and had sex for hours. After the first marriage this was great for me. Long legs and looked like a women my age.
The little things an idiot young guy can say, well they go to the heart of a young girl. memory like an elephant I guess.
I worked night shift to have days off, and have extra money. So I took a young girl from her home, left her alone in the middle of no where.
We finally parted ways after some problems. One was her lack of want for children. Had I worked harder she and I might be together today. I would not have the wife I know and love, and sure would not have the children I know and love. Who knows what life would be like, I would not trade my wife and kids for 10 of her. I don't want that kind of thought, I just wish I had worked harder to be a better husband and friend.
I still think of her a lot. Have not see her in many years, have not been with her in over 20 years. Amazing how the mind works.
