Firstly, I haven't cheated. Yet. I'm happily married, beautiful wife, great son. But there is a girl who has caught my eye. I'll call her Sam. I started working in the same place as Sam about 10 years ago. I was 26, she was 17. I fancied her right away. She has red hair, slim, petite, glasses, the sexy nerdy look. We've always worked reasonably close to each other but this week moved into our team. I've been training her up all week but I want to do so much more! I think she has a soft spot for me, things she says.

Last night I had a dream about her. We were walking along and I couldn't help but kiss her. It felt so real. The kiss was a long deep kiss and felt so right. When we stopped she said "I've been waiting years for that kiss".

Now I can't get the kiss out of my head. I can't wait to get back to work on Monday to see her again. I'm now 37 and Sam is 28. She is single and lives with her parents. I think I want to be with her but I don't want to leave my wife either. Any advice??