I have had sex with my wife's married cousin, Not so sure I have not fallen in love with her.


Her husband wanted her to stay with his mom. he is in Hi working on a contract for 2 years. She could not take this and ask my wife (has been her best friend since childhood) if she could stay in our guest room.

Watching TV one morning when she started crying. She went into detail of how she feel. neglected and wasting away as a women. She heard us having sex and started to masturbate, she stopped and just cried her self to sleep. She wanted to be held and I did. She was crying and this bothered me. She kissed me and pulled me close. I stopped her and told I could not do this.
We went through this all day long. Wife was with her mom traveling and left me with her cousin. So late that night she showered and came in the living room. In her bed clothing she sat beside me, started crying again. I held her for a long time. She kissed me again and I could not fight this any more. I had feelings for her before we got married. I just dated her cousin and never stopped.
In no time she was in my lap and we acted like married people. She got up and I followed her to her room. not only did we have sex, we slept together and woke many times that night and had sex again.
The next morning we had sex before she fixed me breakfast. After breakfast again on the table, right back to bed. We had sex most of the day.

Wife returned that night late and ask how we made out, She said fine. I had an uncomfortable feeling but said nothing.
We have had sex several times after, and I have feelings for her. These feelings I have never had for my wife. I would hate to end my marriage and sure would the to screw hers up. I just don't see any other way. I would rather be in bed with her than my wife. I think of her when I have sex with my wife. I know its not her, she feels SO much different than my wife. We have passion when we have sex, with my wife its more of an act we preform.
I hate to say it, but I have fallen in love with her.
I have ask her to move out and see if my feelings change. She will move in with his mother until he returns. She told me on my wedding day, I love you and always have. Your married and should this not work, I am here for you. She got married and ask me In the room. She told me if I objected and thought I might, she would call this off. She was only getting married to not be alone. She loved me then and would always. Imagine hearing that and standing with her husband to be.
I am not so sure I can take this any longer.