My husband and I started swinging six or so years ago. We love playing. We've done swaps, parties, groups, just about anything and everything. We both allow each other the freedom to hook up if the opportunity comes up. He's starting to enjoy watching me more and more. Occasionally with women but mostly with guys. He really enjoys seeing me get slutty.

He's gotten to where he gets off seeing with black men. He wants to see me with a couple of thug type guys who will aggressively fuck me but every guy I've been with have been super nice and respectful even as I'm sucking their cocks. My hubby always has his eyes open for sex opportunities and parties. He's brought me to "boy toy" parties, "bull" parties, "two for one' nights and a whole host of similar events.

He became acquainted with a group of guys who throw their own parties which require personal invitations. These are white couples, single black guy parties. They are a lot of fun and the guys are great. I've gotten to know the two guys who run the parties well, as in we are friends and have had sex with both many times.

They are not from our town. They come in to attend and/or throw parties. They also run an interracial sex club in the mid-west. They have been trying to talk my hubby into sending me out there to attend a special club event. I'd like to but the event is a little scary. My husband is pushing me to go. The party involves black men "buying" married white women and "owning" them for the weekend. No husbands are allowed.

As it was explained to me, this would all start on Friday night when all of the women would be put on display nude for "inspection" when the men, and I'm told there are a lot, will be able to inspect you, feeling your tits and fingering you and things like that. The inspection is followed by a "slave auction" where the men bid on the women.

Some guy you've never met will buy you and you're his until Sunday afternoon. He can pretty much do anything to you he wants including share you with anyone he wants or make you do things you'd never do otherwise. This isn't supposed to happen until early summer.

I want to go but I'm scared as hell. It sounds so intense it might be too much for me.