But hes married. I have tried hard to care. I know its not right. They seem happy though she is...odd. Loud, unkept, also enormous. One of those people you expect to be a crazy cat lady lol.
It is getting harder to care. My desire for him just keeps groeing. I dont know what to do. I know i could seduce him. He seems to not notice other women but whatever lol. I just don't want to be...THAT...girl.
But omg I am drawn to him and have been since I was about 16. 17 at the oldest.
I found his facebook....Im wondering....


